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[Voice to text]

I was gonna call Clint out privately but it's not just him. It's a lot of youse and has been since day one and I feel like I can, now Laura's back and we know for sure they're alive (which we pretty much knew anyway, because ferals and telepaths and shifters are way too fucking valuable to just kill.)

So Sharon trashed the rec room and I say just "I'm not fixing it" and you know? It's not the first time you've come at me with fucking double standards and accused me of tantrums and bullshit.

So what is gonna fucking take? What is it about me that triggers that?

Is it the time in jail? Because yeah, i was a dumb fucking kid and I got groomed by shitty people. I'm not the only one that's done time.

Is it the Brotherhood? Because unlike some people here, I was never fucking inner circle. They kept most of us recruits mostly doing merc work bc we weren't trained early on and you know what? Eventually I examined my mindset and realised that even if they did give me a pathway out of indefinite fucking detention, what i was doing was so fucked up and i fucking ran.

Or is it simpler than jail and the Brotherhood? Is it not passing and not ‐ not asking forgiveness for it? And being all fucking unapologetic about being a purple mutant in public? Or all the gender stuff because I'm not easy there and sure as fuck not doing female the way you expect or the way the people you give free passes to do. But they're femme and I'm not.

So what do i need to do for you to fucking stop with the double standards? Do I need to recant and run around yelling about how I fucking love human cock? Get it up in there. Yeah nah.

Just, seriously, what do I have to fucking do?

Rec Room

May. 4th, 2026 09:07 am
xp_madin: (sitting on the couch)
Sharon trashed the rec room. That's actually vandalism. Please talk to her about repairs. I'm not fixing it.
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Okay what the fuck why is there foam in the pipes?


I don't mess with plumbing so I have a guy coming.


Double check before you take a shit, I guess. It'd be a bad day for American toilets to do their thing and clog up. Or, i don't know, invest in a poop knife.

For the record, that doesn't actually happen in other countries. The clogging doesn't happen. I have no fucking idea about if they use poop knives like American sikoes.

Update: it's only some plumbing and it seems pretty random. The plumber is crying.
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Anyway, that was real fucked.

I feel like doing something like positive, and it is so cold out but I have one of the BBQs out and I'm doing sausages, some of those chicken kebabs and I got some kangaroo from the game place.

Anyway, doing a barbeque on the deck.


PS, no hotdogs, no burgers. It's sausages and bread.
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I don't know who is still at the community centre but I've just dropped a couple of car loads of kids and people and shit off tO Brooklyn and Jersey City.

Which took fucking forever fyi.

There's still two kids who live wayway uptown at the community centre who need to get to Washington Heights but I got space for anyone still at the community centre.


I hope to god one of you is watching this and can text anyone who needs a lift because I don't want our people on the subway rn.

Edit: I have Liam
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This is like so stupid so maybe just ignore it but like, I know Christmas can be tough when you're in your own and stuff.

I made a pavlova and I have a chocolate ripple cake - sort of - the biscuits weren't quite right and I'll roast some of the meat from the freezer tomorrow if people want to come by who don't have places to go.

We'll be in mine and illyanas suite from 2
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So. Uh. Hi. Again. I moved back in a few weeks ago. I know that I didn't come across the best last time I was here but I really want to do better this time around.

I wasn't really reaching out to people last time because I didn't want you to find out that I used to be a terrorist but I guess you know that now. I'm not proud of it, but I did some good work anyway when I was out of the field and working with the underground.

Anyway. While I was in Haven, I made some friends and Josie pointed out that if you want to try and start over with people, you have to tell them, because only half of them are telepaths and the rest don't know that you want to start over unless you say something.

So I'd really like to start over especially now that I don't have any secrets.



(Josie was also completely fuuuucked but I think this was good advice anyway.)
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Speech to text

Alright, so I'm like really bad at this. I'm not. I'm not good at words and talking and stuff. And if I’ve gotta type it out, I won’t be able to do it. So.

Back a few years ago when I was in detention, right? Um. There was. I was kind of jailbreak, right? Um. Some people came in. They blew the whole place up, right. And. It turns out. They were the Brotherhood and they said I could. Could you know.

Fight for mutant rights and stuff. I swear to God I didn't know. I didn't know how bad they were when I joined them. Swear to God. I didn’t know. Anyway.

They, they gave me some training and stuff. And mostly we worked as mercenaries. The whole deal was like. We were working as mercenaries, raising money for them. It was mostly, you know, different parts of Africa and stuff.

And. And when I left. Actually, hang on. let's go back step. And when I wasn't in the field with them. I was. You know. Helping in the underground. And I really was doing stuff. I was. I was actually working for mutant rights when I was doing that. I was helping people. But. Every so often, just to keep my skills up and stuff, we'd. Yeah. Do another session of mercenary work, like, or training camp stuff.

I never did like. The real bad shit, you know. It was. My job was just to look for people really when I was with the underground. Who were angry? And then? Pass the names on, I guess.

But they were also terrorists. And. I left, okay? I didn’t want to just be a merc and funnel people to them. or end up doing proper terrorism one day. I left and I ran. I wound up in Chicago.

After that fight with the cops, I was like, fuck me again. So. I left. And I came here. And I swear to God I'm not with them anymore. I swear. Yeah, that that's it I guess. I think what you wanna think now. I guess that’s it really.
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Trigger warning: suggestion of suicide and death threats in the comments 


Okay seriously.

I can't believe you all support the community centre as much as you do. You know that they don't even prioritise mutants?

Humans can access services anywhere in the fucking world and then, the moment there's something by mutants for mutants, we get flatscans showing up wanting part of it.

The guy in charge of the place is fucking passer. Some rich cunt. The place doesn't even put the vulnerable mutants front and centre. Instead, it's all assimilationist politics and "everyone is welcome".

No. Humans are not fucking welcome. This is our place because we can't get in the fucking door anywhere else.
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I couldn't find the sign in log or whatever but I returned it.

I knew this place was too much drama. What even happened while I was gone?
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I'll be back in a few days or something. This place is just too much drama.

I borrowed a car. Arthur said that it was okay to borrow them whenever.

It's not stolen or anything. I'll bring it back.
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Uh, hi.

I've been told I need to introduce myself on this thing. I'm Madin, and as you can see by the accent, I'm from so-called Australia.


Grew up in Melbourne/Naarm, spent some time in Port Hedland on Kariyarra Country and in Woomera in mutie jail and then I left the country, travelled a bit and don't exactly plan on going back.

We - me and Ben - had an argument with the cops in Chicago so now I'm here. I'm telling you that part because people want to know your story and why you're here. You're free to google Australia yourself.

Edit to add: I'm a they/them and if you can't manage that, I'm a fuck/you

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