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[Voice to text]
I was gonna call Clint out privately but it's not just him. It's a lot of youse and has been since day one and I feel like I can, now Laura's back and we know for sure they're alive (which we pretty much knew anyway, because ferals and telepaths and shifters are way too fucking valuable to just kill.)
So Sharon trashed the rec room and I say just "I'm not fixing it" and you know? It's not the first time you've come at me with fucking double standards and accused me of tantrums and bullshit.
So what is gonna fucking take? What is it about me that triggers that?
Is it the time in jail? Because yeah, i was a dumb fucking kid and I got groomed by shitty people. I'm not the only one that's done time.
Is it the Brotherhood? Because unlike some people here, I was never fucking inner circle. They kept most of us recruits mostly doing merc work bc we weren't trained early on and you know what? Eventually I examined my mindset and realised that even if they did give me a pathway out of indefinite fucking detention, what i was doing was so fucked up and i fucking ran.
Or is it simpler than jail and the Brotherhood? Is it not passing and not ‐ not asking forgiveness for it? And being all fucking unapologetic about being a purple mutant in public? Or all the gender stuff because I'm not easy there and sure as fuck not doing female the way you expect or the way the people you give free passes to do. But they're femme and I'm not.
So what do i need to do for you to fucking stop with the double standards? Do I need to recant and run around yelling about how I fucking love human cock? Get it up in there. Yeah nah.
Just, seriously, what do I have to fucking do?
[Voice to text]
I was gonna call Clint out privately but it's not just him. It's a lot of youse and has been since day one and I feel like I can, now Laura's back and we know for sure they're alive (which we pretty much knew anyway, because ferals and telepaths and shifters are way too fucking valuable to just kill.)
So Sharon trashed the rec room and I say just "I'm not fixing it" and you know? It's not the first time you've come at me with fucking double standards and accused me of tantrums and bullshit.
So what is gonna fucking take? What is it about me that triggers that?
Is it the time in jail? Because yeah, i was a dumb fucking kid and I got groomed by shitty people. I'm not the only one that's done time.
Is it the Brotherhood? Because unlike some people here, I was never fucking inner circle. They kept most of us recruits mostly doing merc work bc we weren't trained early on and you know what? Eventually I examined my mindset and realised that even if they did give me a pathway out of indefinite fucking detention, what i was doing was so fucked up and i fucking ran.
Or is it simpler than jail and the Brotherhood? Is it not passing and not ‐ not asking forgiveness for it? And being all fucking unapologetic about being a purple mutant in public? Or all the gender stuff because I'm not easy there and sure as fuck not doing female the way you expect or the way the people you give free passes to do. But they're femme and I'm not.
So what do i need to do for you to fucking stop with the double standards? Do I need to recant and run around yelling about how I fucking love human cock? Get it up in there. Yeah nah.
Just, seriously, what do I have to fucking do?
